Well I thought I'd update as I haven't in awhile. I'm ending the 3rd year of being sick, and no end in sight. They pretty much figure it's Carcinoids and have me on schedule for a few scans a PET and Octriotide. Both should be able to see any and all tumors which in turn should cure me of this once found and removed. That's great news for me however....
This is taking longer because of the insurance approval. Meanwhile I've been feeling worst and worst as these weeks go on, I've gone to ER again quite a few times with what appears to be a heart attack according to the symptoms that I have. However, each time it shows up as not having been one, so we still do not know what these attacks are. I have gotten dizzier and dizzier as the weeks go on, I always have a constant feeling of motion these days, as if I were on a boat all the time. I think I will be updating this more and more now a days, as I'll go into testing and even though I try and keep up spirits up by talking to friends and family, I'm feeling more and more like just being alone with my thoughts. This is a good outlet, no one may be reading this but it's nice and cathartic to be typing it all out and getting these feelings out of my head and onto a screen. Let's see how the tests go...
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